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it has been fun lately, with her presence. a new flesh and blood for me to play with, to share things with, and to hug and kiss. but what is this strange feeling that i had lately?

Have i not been able to let go of the past?


I dreamt of "her", again and again, and the nightmares goes on. It robs me of my ability to think properly during the daylight, and or when i am around my girlfriend. "She" hurts me once, and this thing keeps going on and on and on...

God, please help me when nobody else can...